The Weightlessness of Evil
From The Great Divorce, by C.S. Lewis
My Teacher gave a curious smile. ‘Look,’ he said, and with the word he went down on his hands and knees. I did the same (how it hurt my knees!) and presently saw that he had plucked a blade of grass. Using its thin end as a pointer, he made me see, after I had looked very closely, a crack in the soil so small that I could not have identified it without this aid.
‘I cannot
be certain,’ he said, ‘that this is
the crack ye came up through. But
through a crack no bigger than that ye certainly came.’
‘But—but,’
I gasped with a feeling of bewilderment not unlike terror. ‘I saw an infinite abyss. And cliffs towering up and up. And then this
country on top of the cliffs.’
‘Aye. But the voyage was not mere locomotion. That bus, and all you inside, were increasing
in size.’
‘Do you
mean that Hell—all that infinite empty world—is down some little crack like
this?’
‘Yes. All Hell is smaller than one atom of this world, the Real World. Look at yon butterfly. If it swallowed all Hell, Hell would not be
big enough to do it any harm or to have any taste.’
‘It seems
big enough when you’re in it, Sir.’
‘And yet
all loneliness, angers, hatreds, envies and itchings that it contains, if
rolled into one single experience and put into the scale against the least
moment of joy that is felt by the least in Heaven, would have no weight that
could be registered at all. Bad cannot
succeed even in being bad as truly as good is good. If all Hell’s miseries together entered the
consciousness of yon wee yellow bird on the bough there, they would be
swallowed up without trace, as if one drop of ink had been dropped into the
Great Ocean to which your terrestrial Pacific itself is only a molecule.’
‘I see,’ said
I at last. ‘She couldn’t fit into Hell.’
He
nodded. ‘There’s not room for her,’ he
said. ‘Hell could not open its mouth
wide enough.’
‘And she
couldn’t make herself smaller?—like Alice ,
you know.’
‘Nothing
like small enough. For a damned soul is
nearly nothing: it is shrunk, shut up in itself. Good beats upon the damned incessantly as
sound waves beat on the ears of the deaf, but they cannot receive it. Their fists are clenched, their teeth are
clenched, their eyes are fast shut.
First they will not, in the end they cannot, open their hands for gifts,
or their mouths for food, or their eyes to see.’
‘Then no
one can ever reach them?’
‘Only the
Greatest of all can make Himself small enough to enter Hell. For the higher a thing is, the lower it can
descend—a man can sympathise with a horse but a horse cannot sympathise with a
rat. Only One has descended into Hell.’
‘And will
He ever do so again?’
‘It was not
once long ago that He did it. Time does
not work that way when once ye have left Earth.
All moments that have been or shall be were, or are, present in the
moment of His descending. There is no
spirit in prison to Whom He did not preach.’
‘And some
hear him?’
‘Aye.’
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